Monday, May 30, 2005

...said Augustine

Everlasting God, in whom we live and move and have our being:
You have made us for Yourself, and our hearts are restless until they rest in You.

~Augustine



I was deeply moved when the first time I heard this prayer. It reminded me the life before I became a christian. Like a drifter, I had no destination. More than hundreds of times, I asked myself where would be my home, where I should go, and why I was here.

My friends thought I should have been a bird in my last life, if there had been a last life. I don't want to be a bird. Most of the time, I was tired of fighting with the crowds and found nowhere to rest. Until I became a christian, things changed day by day. I knew that I was not lonely because "home is where someone loves you".

God loves me, so I have home.
God loves me, so I have the place to rest.
God loves me, so I have courage to move on.
Though I haven't known where to go for my studying, I don't worry about that.
I will wait with patience and joy~

Sunday, May 29, 2005

黑青呢啦...

在經過多天的蟄伏之後 (黑青也有潛伏期???)
我膝蓋上的黑青終於露出真面目
至於這黑青是怎麼來的呢?
話說....
幾天前的早晨
一如往常,我睡眼惺忪+腦袋空空上班去
也是一如往常在我一陣兩眼無神的搜尋後
找到我的小破黑 (腦中依然一片空白)
跨上小破黑,正準備發動之際
抬頭一看...啊...好窄的路
得經過兩旁停滿腳踏車的小徑
才能到達寬闊的大路
好吧...騎腳踏車也有2,3個月了
這應該難不倒我
於是,我的右腳踩上踏板 (ㄟ...我只會用右腳啟動)
也踩下我歷史性的一刻
人家說萬事起頭難
只要第一步夠穩,之後"應該"就沒什麼好怕的
嘿嘿...出發了!!!感覺還不錯
應該可以順利過關
正得意要跟駱炫耀我的技術進步了
說時遲那時快
我的小破黑一個扭腰 (一定是有人推我,誰????)
慘了~ (我心中這麼想,人也醒了)
果然,匡啷!!撞上路旁2台腳踏車
(拜託不要連環倒啊~)
還好還好~那2台車只呈半倒狀態
哎呀~不管了,反正他們還站著 (好丟輾喔...快逃...)
我努力踩著踏板並把小破黑的車頭扶正
但是,力挽狂瀾不一定能成功
事情總在你想不到的時候發生
對於那時的詳細情況
由於本人驚嚇過度,無法回憶
在我認為已經把車頭扶正時
........ (空白)
我摔在2輛腳踏車上
但是我的腳依然踏在小破黑的踏板上
他也躺下了,輪子還不情願的打轉
而我的雙腿之外的地方
撲在2台受害者身上
我~躺在腳踏車上
陽光刺的我眼睛張不開
真希望旁邊的人眼睛也被陽光刺得張不開
(突然明白原來MIB裡用的雷射光???是有考據的)
可是,人生不如意十之八九
那時我正在那八九裡
我費了一番勁爬起
偷偷用眼角掃了一下四周
前方有兩人在買東西,應該沒看到
(因為我摔在車堆裡,被層層疊疊的車擋住了)
旁邊有3,4個人走過,應該也沒看到
(因為他們往前走,我摔在左邊,真是好方位)
呼~~~這時還蠻慶幸自己平常不太會尖叫
我一邊用駱駝心態安慰自己
一邊用我最快的速度扶起3台全倒的腳踏車
因為,如果不動作快
被發現我在扶腳踏車,再笨的人都猜的到
一定是被我撞倒的.... -_-
因此我以最快的速度恢復兇案現場
並逃離
當然也忘了自己有沒有受傷
直到今天
才赫然發現
我的膝蓋黑青了
嗚~~~

這次的經驗讓我學到一個教訓
~歹路不可行~

Thursday, May 26, 2005

開張大吉~

耶~
今天是2005年5月26日
我還有5個月就28歲了
嗚~
不是啦~
我的blog開張囉!!!